hold your head high

don't let go
"A lot of life is dealing with your curse, dealing with the cards you were given that aren't so nice. Does it make you into a monster, or can you temper it in some way, or accept it and go in some other direction?"

I'm dealing with my curse as best as I can. Living life to the fullest and bring in everyday with a giant smile on my lips and a song in my heart. I may be a beast.. I may be cursed but I refuse to let it rule over my life.

So tell me, are you living with your curse?

scorphmalfoy replied to your post: scorphmalfoy replied to your post: scorphmalfoy…

Oh XD I thought it was because I said “hard baby” and you took it dirty or something XD I’m sorry. I love you

no. i’m too dead atm to take anything dirty. /snugs against.

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…What are you talking— -_-

i sighed and ended up spitting at my computer screen. 

hi, i love you.

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It’s going to be hard baby. But it’s going to be okay. Everything’s going to be fine ^^

you caused me to spit all over my screen. but i hope you’re right. 

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I think it’s not that you need to leave Drake forever, I think you just need a mega break from him, until you can distinguish your life from his.

that might be hard with everything considered… but that’s probably what i need right now, honestly. 

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explain?

dfgsfhsfgh. it was worth it because i feel… lighter, i guess. i was too attached to the things that related to him the most. like the ships and events and everything. mostly the ships and drakius and sdghfghs and it was just causing havoc on my emotions and makes things a million times worse.

but it’s not because i miss him already. he was my favorite character. and i knew that he would be the one that i would regret the most. and i do. 

i’m just torn and dsghfghfjd right now.

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Was it worth it?

yes and no. 

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After the gross sob? Was it better?

yes and no. i miss … being able to derpt on his account and all the connections that he had but. idk.

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Do what makes you happy baby. Did deactivating him make you happier?

… no. it just made me gross sob. 

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I don’t know what to do @.@

/holds forever. 

/will probably end up caving and remaking him.

/does not have a strong will.

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(Source: thelightsarebokan)

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#del #wearing jet's shirt #while he's gone #agdfhgsjs